BAckwaRds In a ForWArd MotioN

I can hardly breathe
the weight is growing like gravity
dissipating beauty in slow motion
fading I will be standing alone
on a rock of dust staring
in awe at the earth
gripping tightly to the horizon.

After all that's said and done
the mirror has no mercy
I am a victim worthy
of all Dorian Grey hides
locked far, far away
in a cold dark place
hiding the one true face.

Breaking broken mistaken
Choices have forsaken
I awaken falling, hurtling
towards the unforgiving concrete
of perspective and consequence
insolence inconsolable indifference
circumstance only I will understand

The edges are irrelevant
with wreckage from an elephant
trampling anything I might hold dear
kamikaze violence decimates my life
distortion has a natural affinity
with all that might seem clear
I am an effigy of epitome reversed

Shhhhhhh

Don't be so brilliant to quietLY
only the mice will hear
and we all know you know
they are all quite deaf and so and so

So what is there to show you grow
because you say you think you know
or so you say or say you so
or say you do because you know

CASE-ISM

I am worried
that one day
some way away
a day in May
might be the way
that lower case
becomes the place
where isms fight
YOUR UPPER CASE

face

Take me down

So let's begin from end again, again the end the end of end
Let's see where the never, never ends, then ever ends and forever bends
Back to the back and back your fact, the fact is fuck and FCUK is back
Fluxed and flaccid undisciplined acid wisdom and truth are paralysed placid

A meditation compromised rancid, massive elastic, ecstatically cosmic
Off set endorphin morphine saline dry clean dope fiend day dream
Suffering slip streams fibre speed virgin break beats retro light speed
On a wheat free B.C, A.D, O.D dislocate cock speak emanate dead me

ADAMS FATHOM

Re-state your bunions bunious function
Within a glass case full of dismissed dis-function
Wander a wanderings atomic conundrum thumb
Of apples and pears and goldilocks hair despair

Fairs fair, but don't stare this affair AWARE
My Christian D'or of mental care maternity wear
Will milky milk a lactate milk stick over there and there
Buyers beware, the after care really just isn't there

On the Eve of Adams madam Earth unravels a fathom

Don't be so mysterious for a minute serious Sirius
Our distant cousins are already amongst us, us and them
And...THEN, we'll begin begging again my modern friends
Upon a story with a glorious end that we'll all pretend

happily happy ever after, and then, and then, and then
happily happy ever after,and then, and then, and then
happily happy ever after, and then, and then, and then
happily happy ever after, and then, and then, and then

On the Eve of Adams madam Earth unravels a fathom