SECRET US

Sometimes I forget, for a while
For a while , I even forgot
It is only this way, so when I remember
I really remember

There is only this
sharp focus with sickening clarity
a billion mega pixels
with only one intention

'I hate you, you sick fuck'
this is all I can hear
through the distortion
and screaming white noise

I am staring through myself
at myself, inside and out
utterly consumed, utter anihilation
vibrating my reason senseless

The Violence is perfect
and if you could see it
the beauty would take your breath away
and not give it back

A tiny speck of light in infinite darkness
seperates me from unspeakable purity
the kind morality keeps in a prison
of magnificent lies and poetic deciet

If black is right and white is wrong
the greyness of civilisation
is just static on your tv
in equal measures of chaos

This much detail destroys my logic
destruction claims itself the new king
these are only traces and outlines
of the person I forgot to forget

Reborn, my new skin breathes
Sucking in dead cells, memories and hope
Who am I, I am you
if so then who are we

Don't be afraid, I will keep your secret
You sick twisted fuck
Only you know, only we know
Our secret us