SELF CONFESSIONS, SEX AND LIES

Dirty white eyes

Seething breath

Sexual deviance

Unparalleled highs

Darkness opened wide

Those moments awaken the soul

Mutating, twisting reality

Backwards innerself

Co-existence decides

The depravity drips

Like blood from my lips

And I become..

(Whole)

An extension of mind

I am dead but feel alive

Inbetween worlds collide

So many, many times

Am I alive

Am I alive
Am I alive?

To feel nothing but darkness

Lifeless matter silently feeding

A decaying parasite

Enduring the taste of flesh

But so tempted to dine

I hold back and see myself

Staring from the shadows

Waiting for a moment when I blink

(If only I would)

Like a bullet into sickness

Would I stop, would I..

Realms of disjointed time

Implode like dying atoms

With wings of fire I fall

And I fall..

(Deep)

To deep to remember

My struggle cowers

Naked in defeat

Baring my crown

For one final audience

As darkness rapes the light

I become

Far beyond

Empty memories

Flickering lights

(I am)

What I H8 most